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No sleep

So I just thought since I haven’t gone to sleep yet , because i closed last night at work and have to open this morning, that means I’m still celebrating New Year’s Eve? I’m still technically living in 2012 since my internal clock hasn’t set for jan 1st … Hmm I wonder how long I can live in the past :O !!!!

i needed a new photo not sure which one to use  … so here are 2 taken of me resting/napping during a little break from pride across the street at a park that way i wouldnt get molested at the park pride was using >_>

Edit: same park just not the area the festivities were being held
Today I feel like happy JJ…

Even though I stubbed my pinky toe this morning and it still hurts like hell… I am in a happy mood XD …but now thinking about it I’m alone in projection with no one to share my happiness with… Now I’m becoming depressed JJ …NO!! Must fight it!!! Help …. Me!!!!! Ughghhhhhhh …….. *silence*

So yeah that’s me in a good mood with plenty of energy but am at work :/ lol not like I would use the energy sitting at home doing anything/nothing … Hahaha so … Talk to me followers that I have …. Or just the 2 people that anon me sometimes… I may know who you are ;P …If any of you want to talk ask me things anything Anon or not I’ll try different tags too to see if I can get random people :O which prolly won’t work lol…. Even though I am kinda busy at work I’ll try my best to answer it X3 or you can always tell me something about yourself? Maybe?

OMG!!

theres nothing on my dash >_> lol i wanna say just because today was my day off from work so i wasnt busy enough to not get distracted from tumblr -.- … well i guess ill just post another photo of myself …

I give up on love.

I just don’t see it in my life. Whoever I start liking Just ends with complications. I just can’t pursue anyone anymore.  I’ll love them as a friend as much as i can but that’s all it will ever peek. I’ll never be able to explain to those people how much I cared. All the heartache and thoughts i went through just to damage myself to this point.  I do say this now of course that I will never feel love or want it around me anymore but give me time and I’m sure I can feel what I once use to be. 

Me: fu*hhhh
In my mind: fuck fuckity fuck fuck fuckary fuck
why is it so wrong…

to talk about tumblr within or outside of tumblr >_>
tried looking up “rules” for tumblr since i didnt know i “violated” the first rule
which i thought by the way was to always reblog the creator …
is it bad to ask to follow people i know on facebook .. im not even asking them to follow me back, i could care less if i have any followers i just like reblogging pics and photos that i like
if tumblr lets you be “yourself” because you dont want facebook “friends” to find out then why even use the internet
isnt it for networking, finding out information, news around the world, pics… all sorts of wonderful things that one wouldnt be able to without it i know i wouldnt
i wouldnt say im mad …. i am ranting and arguing about the said rules though it just doesnt make sense to me

idk i lost my train of thought haha well thats it for my ranting >->