Like seriously at a friends party that he invited me too and there are these 2 guys that I am meeting for the first time one is gay and one straight but the straight guy gets “Heteroflexable” whatever te fuck that means which I just found out what it means tonight and well the curse I would say is that I fall for the straight guys but can’t even feel anything for the gay guy lol I feel bad like maybe I could have gotten laid for the first time and lost my virginity but I am a hopeless romantic and just can’t see myself being like that … Even though the heterofelxiable guy was about to kiss me and I wanted to but I refused … Oh how I live a complicated life that I lothe :/ …. Plus alcohol being involved doesn’t help BAHAHAHA ….. Help please???
That you are willing to tell anything to but when you try the slightest I express how you are they don’t care even when they say they will be there for you …. :/ :( There was more that sounded better in my head but whatever